Convinced the bomb files
were not well enough
protected
After war managed to open bank safe,
where documents for construction of
bomb were located, demonstrating the
edge in which our civilization teeters on
drumming
art
signed "Ofey"
Wanted to describe emotion
about world
Experimentation with LSD
powerful hallucinogenic drug
Teaching
Family
wives
Arline Greenbaum
After engagement she began to get
symptoms of mystery illness (fevers,
pain, and large lumps that would
appear and disappear)
Diagnosed with lymphatic tuberculosis (possibly from unpasteurized milk)
Married after but couldn't kiss for
fear of Feynman contracting
Feynman's mother apparently said union should be "illegal"
While working towards PhD at Princeton they became engaged
visited her at a sanitarium (in Albuquerque) on weekends, while working on Manhattan Project
Richard was working in Los Alamos (2 hours away)
After a year brought her to Los Alamos
Nurses unable to provide her with
care she needed for awful stage of
terrible illness
(doctors thought would only last for 2 years) died in 1945 right before...
Met in high school
longtime sweetheart
By Junior year he wanted to marry
Wrote, "I have however, other desires and aims in the world. One of them
is to contribute as much to physics as I can. This is, in my mind, of even
more importance than my love for Arline.”
called her "Putzi"
He was unable to come to terms with
the fact that she was dying. In his
letters he told her to "be nicer", stop
complaining, stop crying, and be
stronger.
Compartmentalized his feelings
Only at the end in his second-to-last
letter he seems to finally have
accepted the graveness of her
illness. He apologizes and expresses his regret
died a month before the first atomic bomb was detonated in the desert
He got a call while at Los Almos, that told him that Arline was dying.
raced over and was with her when she took her last breath
compartmentalized
didn't cry until months afterwards when he
walked past a department store, saw a
dress and thought Arline would like it
wrote many letters to her after death
“I find it hard to understand in my mind
what it means to love you after you are
dead—but I still want to comfort and
take care of you – and I want you to love
me and care for me.”
“I know you will assure me that I am foolish and that you
want me to have full happiness and don't want to be in
my way. I'll bet that you are surprised that I don't even
have a girlfriend (except you, sweetheart) after two years.
But you can't help it darling, nor can I—I don't understand
it, for I have met many girls and very nice ones and I don't
want to remain alone—but in two or three meetings they
all seem ashes. You only are left to me. You are real. My
darling wife, I do adore you. I love my wife. My wife is
dead. Rich P.S. Please excuse my not mailing this—but I
don't know your new address."
“When you were sick you worried because you
could not give me something that you wanted
to and thought I needed. You needn't have
worried. Just as I told you then there was no
real need because I loved you in so many ways
so much. And now it is clearly even more
true—you can give me nothing now yet I love
you so that you stand in my way of laving
anyone else—but I want to stand there. You,
dead, are so much better that anyone else
alive.”
Gweneth Howarth
stayed together
for remainder of
life
Mary Louise Bell
Did not truly love and
soon divorced
kids
Carl Richard
Michelle Catherine
sister - Joan became
astrophysicist
Awards
co-awarded nobel prize in physics (1965)
b/c of work on for work in quantum electrodynamics
w/ Julian Schwinger and Shinichiro Tomonaga
Oersted Medal for Teaching in 1972
Albert Einstein Award (1954, Princeton)
Einstein Award
Lawrence Award (1962)
Projects
Manhattan Project
became youngest group leader
in theoretical division
served on the presidential commission investigating